A mug of coffee will get you jump started, the day will be long but the weariness worth it; all the things you tell yourself does not dent that feeling of being blue deviled by the crash. I don't know how real artists do it, over and over, confronting this low after the effervescent buzz of creation! No wonder historically; starving and ridiculed, artists struggled so often against the label nutz. They sure didn't have the ease of flip a switch lighting, flush toilets, pre-made canvas, readily available papers and supplies - No amazon two day delivery. Yet, our museums are full, our history is thick, and our souls fed by those intrepid, dedicated artists that still give us wonders to behold in their works. I am humbled and awed but definitely wishing they'd left a note or two behind about how they crawled out of the Post Picture Funk.
from The Calligrapher's Colouring Book by Renee Chin |
Me, I drag out my postcards and keep on working. What I really want to do is stare at the picture and figure out how I did this right, and this not so good, and that ... maybe no one will notice, people - regular people - seldom look closely at colorist work, right? This leads to overworking the picture and potentially wrecking it. I make myself turn the page and look away for just that reason before fine detailing.
Of course what I really want is a nap, a long nap, without terrors regarding pencils or my family committing me to the Asylum for the Coloring Crazies where all you get to work with are broken bits of crayons, every other Tuesday, if you're good and don't cause any trouble. I tend to cause trouble even with the best resolutions of being good, those Tuesdays don't look hopeful for me.
So, to combat this, I got a Color Pockit. It's a minimalistic approach to reintegrating with real life as well as your inner colorist when she is in a Funk and just wants to sleep without horrors besieging her often tenuous hold on self-confidence and sanity. Please note: It also can fool your family in to believing "It's just a hobby, I can quit any time I want...."
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I didn't open this Solution to the Post Picture Funk when it arrived. I was trying to avoid distractions, and I know the lure of postcards for me. My strength in resisting this new thaing isn't especially impressive. If it was up to me I'd make Birthday and Christmas Goodie opening last at least a week, opening and savoring slowly each goodie because that's how I roll; easily overwhelmed by good thaings. So I saved the grand opening for a Funky Day, which happened to be this one.
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Fortunately, coloring postcards gives me the latter, even without the former, but I'm still watching out for that Pencil Rebellion!
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